Quote in my head

You came up there..
Standing and saw me trough that cracked window..

I saw your eyes..
That pure and wide eyes..

You said something..
but I can't hear your words..

I called you to get in..
"Hey.. come in.. I'm here"
But no words came trough your mouth..

I said.
I'm bleeding here..
I can't handle these scattered memories inside my brain..

But you said nothing..
Just walk away..
and slowly disappear..

Arrgggh.. Why? Why don't you just stay there?

It's not about the pain that I feel inside..
It's about those memories..
About how I used to be..
The one.. the dark one..
Too dark
It's just too dark..

don't you want to help me out from this darkness?
or at least.. be a quote in my head..
a quote about life..
a quote that invite me to see the bright side of life..

Ahh..
Forget it..